FiNiShEd

            I think Notes from the Underground was most definitely worth reading and spending multiple days discussing. First of all, I think we can all say that a lot of Dostoyevsky’s ideas have previously crossed our minds. I feel like the discussion and the book both affirmed my thoughts on specific topics, as well as bringing new perspectives into light. With having the discussion, it brought much more clarity to the book because truthfully the first time I read the book I had no idea it had to do with Darwinism/evolution or religion.

            Initially, I thought the first part was all about being overly conscious and the cons of overthinking, but clearly there is much more depth to Dostoyevsky’s writing. Again, aside from strengthening my analytical skills this discussion/book brought clarity to certain ideas that had already crossed my mind. I think one of the aspects I will remember most is the controversy over religion. I have been raised in a Christian household and have always questioned God and his “love” for his people. I wouldn’t exactly same I am an atheist now, but I question any higher power presented and I am searching for more of a satisfying answer.

            Since I am naturally part of the “direct persons”, I find myself incapable of accepting a wall-less universe. I need answers, I need definition, and I need reason to be fulfilled. So, along with the controversy over religion I think the wall concept is another idea that I will remember.

            Overall, I did enjoy reading the book and discussing it in class.

-Morgan Mills